Time takes a cigarette and puts it in your mouth

Its been two days. Two whole days, without you. I remember the way your smell fills my head, how it slowly slips into the corners of my over-worked mind, rendering my senses free of all fears and reservations. Where are you now? I think I've abandoned you. Being dependent on you for so long and for so much,scares me. How did I let myself become like this? I've thrown you away, and now I miss the way you taste, the way your warmth fills my body, the smell you leave on my fingers.Its been two days and I don't think I can wait any more.
Tomorrow, first thing, I'll buy another pack.